Carmelites: British Province: CALL TO RENEWAL
July 1st, 2008As for the 16th July 2008
CALL TO CARMELITE RENEWAL
Addressed to the Carmelites of the Ancient Observance
Why do I write this? To say to you, dear brothers, what Joe, in essence, has been saying to you from the beginning: that the province is not what it should be - and is evidently not what it should be. I write this, firstly, for the truth about a dear, beautiful, dedicated holy Carmelite who is worthy to stand shoulder to shoulder with the likes of John of the Cross, Theresa of Avila, Therese of Lisieux.
Secondly, in the hope that the Carmelite Province to which Joe belonged will finally take a good look at itself - something it has not done in centuries - and see what is really there - not what it would like to believe is there or what it would like the public to believe is there.
Lost shepherds
In this week’s Catholic Herald (week ending 20th July ‘08) Mary Kenny writes that the lesson she learnt from that great organisation Alcoholics Anonymous is that once an organisation forgets its prime purpose - it has lost its way. Look at the way you live as a group. Look at what motivates you. Look at what your goals and “achievements” are. Then answer this question: Can you deny that her words apply to you?
TheChurch/Carmel has only one thing to offer the world - and it is the one thing people everywhere of whatever condition, prime ministers or checkout operators, need and need desperately. It is THE LOVE OF CHRIST, MAN AND GOD, BRUTALLY NAILED BY WRISTS AND ANKLES TO A ROUGH CROSS MADE PRESENT. And most of you neither know or care about that love in any significant way, nor the enormous suffering, shared down to the very last molecule by his Mother.
Is it any surprise that to thinking, searching, sincere or suffering people you have little to offer?
And what of the young, vibrant with life and idealism waiting to be tapped by role models they can look up to, learn from?
Harsh words? No. Tragic, simple, evident fact. There for anyone with eyes to see.
The whole work of Christ emptied of meaning by lives of little meaning.
One of Joe’s sayings was that “we all need to take a good look at the skeletons in our cupboards”. It took me a long time to understand what it meant. Now after 40 years I can see its meaning clearly. The Carmelite province to which Joe belonged (and, quite likely, the Order as a whole) has quite a few skeletons that need close examination. To be examined in humility. Pride drives the Holy Spirit away. To be scrutinised with a desire to see the truth that comes only with the help of the Holy Spirit.
This is a task that calls for nothing less than a determined desire to be totally renewed, my dear brothers - no matter what the personal cost. If you give it less than that you will be playing games with God. No human being will win out in that contest. If you are not ready for that commitment, admit this to yourself and to God. He can live with that situation. He will respect that honesty. St Augustine, apparently, asked for time – and got it. Why not a Carmelite who needs more time and is not yet ready to take the plunge he should have taken before his profession?
It will cost, but the rewards are enormous, the cost small in comparison. To achieve the task you must want to pay the price. If you lack the courage- who of us has it unless God gives it? – then ask for it. “Seek and you will find.” Christ, the Father, the Holy Spirit are not satisfied with second rate service, “religion on the cheap” as a well-known German Christian put it. It has to be one hundred percent. That is blindingly clear in the Gospels. A re-examination of yourselves, to this extent, demanding such radical surgery, cannot be carried out without hot tears of sorrow. Why? Because the rot has gone deep and we have caused our Saviour too much pain. A cool calm look will not get you anywhere.
That it can be done - there is no doubt. God’s infinite river of infinite mercy still runs strong and clear for those who want to dive into its healing, reviving, life-giving, eternally and astonishingly satisfying waters.
Making first-class bread
I have just set up our breadmaking machine to make a loaf of white bread. I have put in all the ingredients needed: yeast, flour, milk powder, sugar, salt and water - all in the required quantities. It is set on the correct programme. In four hours it will produce a perfectly cooked loaf of bread. Guaranteed to do so. It has done so for five years or so. And will continue to do so until it wears out. Nutritious bread, tasty. Worth eating.
A religious order -if the “machine” is first class - as our Panasonic is - and if the “ingredients” are likewise of the right quality - as our ingredients are - will be GUARANTEED to produce first class religious: men (in this case) who are men of prayer, filled with the Spirit of God, compassionate, caring, zealous - men given to God in deepest sincerity for the salvation of souls. This is not happening now because the machine is dysfunctional - and the “machine” is the Order as it now exists, especially in its priors, novice masters, provincials, and generals - the “authority machine” that sets agendas and tone. The “ingredients” taken into this dysfunctional machine, the candidates, will not survive the programmes they will meet, will not be loaves of bread that will nourish. With rare exceptions.
I’m not suggessting that an Order that is what it should be will have 100% success in producing men of the Spirit. No way. The message that comes from Christ himself is too clear. He chose Judas to be an Apostle. His choice means that Judas had all the right qualities to respond to that call. Judas did not respond as he ought to have and could have. In God’s call, free will is paramount. Personal choices are central. It is clear that Judas chose not to deal with his issue of the lure of money. He did not take action when he noticed this ”skeleton” in his cupboard. He did not “gouge out the eye” that was leading him into sin. So one of Jesus’s chosen twelve went bad, seriously bad. This gives even Jesus’s selection an 8% failure rate.
There is a further matter you must all face. There is an undeniable logic. It is this. Those in the order deputed to vet candidates, choose them and form them are - the vast majority of them - patently unfitted for their job. It is therefore inevitable that men will have been taken in who were not called to the Carmelite life and others asked to leave whom God had destined to the life. You/the Order has lured men into a life to which God did not call them. You have excluded men whom God had intended for the rich pastures of Carmel. Isn’t that the very definition of an unholy mess?
What a dilemma
There is absolutely no doubt that there are men in Carmel, professed, ordained, who were not called to the life. These men will probably feel this, if not clearly, at least in some deep unease that they may not be able to identify. What a dilemma. My heart goes out to these brothers. But - as always - there is a way out:
the way of truth (acknowledge what has happened);
the way of reliance on God’s infinite mercy
(He will be the last to judge what was done in ignorance or with good intention or through bad guidance from others);
the way of trust (He can and will lead those brothers to find the solution that is right for them);
the way of charity and responsibility (in the superiors who must accept their responsibility for the tragic errors and
have the love to find the solution that best fits each case in discussion with them).
Victims of predecessors
Do I hold you responsible for the mess? No. Blaming is not my task. Blaming is not my aim. Alerting yes.
The task I have been assigned is to continue the work Joe began of spelling out how things are between you and God and the wider Church.
I do not hold you responsible. Far from it. In God’s name I draw your attention to this fact: just as the present generation of new Carmelites are victims of the Order that brought them in - so YOU TOO, you older ones, the “machine” in the parable - YOU TOO WERE THE VICTIMS OF THE ORDER THAT DREW YOU IN.
How far back does that regress go? That is not your or my problem. Your problem is the present situation - the one you can do something about. You have all the tools you need - if you want to use them. If we want to talk of responsibility - now we can do so. You are responsible for what you will choose to do from this point on. How you will choose to react to all that is written here.
Joe’s deepest wish He never expressed it in these words, but it is obvious that, if I had pressed him on this point, dear Joe would have admitted that nothing would give him greater delight than to see his Order take on the task of Renewal in the Spirit of God. He did all that he could to get you to face this task. To rediscover your very reason for being: TOTAL BURNING LOVE FOR THE TRINITY and for THE REDEMPTION OF THOSE WHO STILL DO NOT KNOW THE LOVE IN GOD’S HEART FOR THEM. That is the essence of the Carmelite vocation. Nothing less. Each brother, each priest, according to the measure of God’s gift to him, living in that love, growing in that love, to the glory of God and to the salvation of souls. A world dying of thirst around youThe Church, ie Christ, needs this from you because, as you are at present, you are a slow-release paralysing poison in the life of humanity. Your spiritual inertia generates inertia in those who rely on you. Your refusal - yes - refusal - to move on keeps other Christians marking time. In the Christian life, there is no marking time. There is forward movement or backsliding.
Joe said all this, and he knew what he was talking about, for he was living in it. The few exceptions there undoubtedly are among you do not invalidate the general observation. It was not “judging” on his part. It was a statement of the obvious. Is it not obvious to you? It will become so when you take out those “skeletons” and look at them under the microscope of Christ.
The Audit that follows will help you look at those skeletons. If you want to. Had Christ come to you in a postulant’s habit, you would have treated him as you have treated Joe, because Joe was full of the Spirit of Christ. Christ would have said all the things Joe has said to you- and a good many more.
I end this with a simple reference to a central part of Joe’s “teaching” that I have already referred to (I put the word in inverted commas because it is not his teaching - it is the Spirit’s teaching) – THE INFINITE RIVER OF GOD’S MERCY - the only hope for me and the only hope for you.
Without that wonderful Mercy - we are all done for.
AUDIT
Carmelites who are Carmelites only in name. Do you not believe me? Then go into the quiet of your room and chew over what follows. Let’s do an audit together of essential Carmelite traits. In the presence of God.
Warning. If you are not going to be honest with yourself and with God, stop reading right here. Stop reading right here - or you will compound your judgement.
“Holy Spirit. Be with us.
Let us see the truth and then help us
to take action, by your grace, on what we see.”
1. Holiness.
The Carmelite vocation is all about holiness, right? About living the holiness that Christ brings through his Spirit. How is it then that you did not recognise the holiness that was in him, the holiness that was evident to anyone who took the time and trouble to spend time with the man, question him on things of the Spirit and listen to his replies? Because you were incapable of recongising it, or, worse, did not want to recognise it.
There is only one reason for this inability: you did not have holiness in you.
The life of a priest is all about holiness: tending it, establishing the conditions for it to flourish, warning of the pitfalls in its way, above all illustrating it by a life of personal holiness. What use is a priest who cannot even recognise it?Most of you, hopefully all of you, are reasonably decent men.
Being a priest is about more than being a reasonably decent or nice man. Far more. It is about being holy according to God’s gift to you. About being committed to nurturing the holiness of those given by the Father to your care. It is about being like Christ in the sense of sharing his heart and mind, his aims, his hopes - yes -hopes.
Look at your own face in the mirror and see if it matches up to the face in that paragrapah you have just read. Don’t play games. If you find you are playing games then pray and pray and pray as if your life depends on it for the gift of sincerity until it comes - and it s will come.Without personal holiness, the life of a priest is barren.
2. Living in the Spirit of God
Your lack of holiness and your inability to recognise it, acknowledge it and value it prove that you are not living in the Spirit and from Him. Holiness is His gift. He is the source of it. Joe lived in the Spirit, in daily contact. If you had been living in the Spirit too, you would have had no difficulty in seeing this fact.
3. Love of the Scriptures
This is a total necessity. A GENUINE love, not just a glib takenis dull tokenism allegiance - which is what we have at present - for how else can we explain to the Creator and to people hungry for the Word of God that all its commands are ignored by those who first should observe them out of love for their Source? The Scriptures, read with the mind and heart of Christ and of the LIVING Church - not the dead Church - pomp and ceremony and lifeless ritual - are REAL food - without which we starve.
Here is the prime reason for the atheism of the Western world, its indifference to God: the “practical atheism” of the Church’s ministers (Martin Luther King’s phrase for one), their indifference to God. The “practical atheism” and indifference to Christ crucified that are the distinguishing marks of Carmel in Britain in our day.
4. Prayer
Genuine prayer can arise only in a soul that lives in the Spirit. So what must you admit about your so-called prayer-life? You who do not live in humble, loving, living dependence on the glorious Giver of Life?
5. Love of aloneness with God.
Had you had that you would not as a group have accused Joe of being “aloof”. Your preacher at the funeral spoke your party line. He almost alone (I say “almost” because you certainly have one other in your number who values this aloness). That aloneness with God was a judgement on you. So you had to sideline him. You should have drawn on his wisdom.5. Mutual love The logic of God is remorseless. Can there be Christian love, the love Christ ilustrated, without a living reliance on God’s Spirit?
6. Prophecy
You make much of this in your literature. Aylesford’s main shrine carries Elijah’s words. Do you know what they mean? I mean: Do you know what they mean in your souls? Do you know what they mean because you live the concerns, the struggles, the loneliness, the challenges, the consuming love of the Prophet in your very being, day and night, year in year out? Which is how Joe lived the Carmelite prophetic vocation and how, truth demands I say this, how I live it. “Zelo zelatus sum…” Those words mean, “Zeal for the Lord God of Angel Armies has consumed me” That zeal consumed joe. And - FACT - you tried to bury that fact in that awful charade of a funeral mass by saying nothing about it and giving the impression that he was like so many religious, a something and nothing.
God sent you a prophet after his own Heart - and you took no notice.
He was a nobody much to you, this McKenna. You much preferred to listen to someone who is someone: like the Prior General who addressed you at your Chapter with the kind of words you like to hear, words that massage your egos or anaesthetize your deep unease about your state: words like:”Only by living in hope will we truly be saved,” and comments on Self-esteem, Community and Contemplation- which do nothing to shake your self-deceptions.
Allow me to remind you: the someone who is someone is the person whose life and teaching mirrors God. The true nobody is the man whose words God does not underwrite. The General too is clearly lacking in spiritual discernment. He did not know his audience. How can you live “in hope” when you are not yet even started living in love? Love is the beginning and end of the Carmelite love. Your main failing was that you did not love Joe. I did. That is why I discovered what a treasure of wisdom he was.
It is a fact too that when I wrote, more than once, to your Counsellors and Provincials about Eugene’s holiness, his enlightenment, his visitations from the Mother of Jesus - not one of you had a dickie bird to say on any of those point. Stony silence. Ignore them and they will go away.
This Audit is far from complete. I will end with one “item” - Mary our Mother and Sister will forgive my using that word of her.
7. Love for Mary.
This love cannot exist unless the above conditions are present. She is totally one with her Son in the burning heart of the Adorable Trinity. What you really think about the Mother of Jesus is seen, not in your literature - that is mere words - but in your reactions to what Joe told you about her visits. He wrote to you about them.Not a word back from you. Is he the pariah? Or is she the embarrassment?
I will not embarrass you before the world community by saying here how Joe described your reactions or lack of. But he did say that this dear woman, mother of our Saviour, closest disciple of her Son, the one who suffered every step of the way with Him to save the likes of you and me, is well used to jealousy. Yes. Jealousy.
Respect
Final question to you before God. Can the Son have any respect for those who have no respect for his Mother and the Carmelite who so loved her that she came to be with him now and then? Any respect for those who tried and still try to bury knowledge of what she graciously did to one of your number? How would you feel if you were Him?
My dear Brothers. RENEWAL can only come if you face the above challenges. It’s enough to make a start with one. Any one of them is a key that will open the door to the “Land of Carmel”, to the Heart of your Brother and Saviour Jesus Christ, to whom be glory for ever and ever.
Only RENEWAL will open up to you the joys, “the good things” that are to be found in the land of Carmel. Once you discover them you realise what dross life is without them, what a drag. Are you intent on coming to your funeral Masses having fed only on dross? It is one of the two choices open to you. Which will you take? Dross - life outside God’s Spirit - or RENEWAL, feeding on “the good things” of the Land of Carmel? Eternal Life hangs in the balance.
The choice is yours. No choice, the status quo is to court complete spiritual atrophy.
Our time is a time when the God of our Forebears is bringing about a new thing. Elijah’s challenge rings out once more, this time to those who claim to be his sons. “How long will you go on sitting on the fence? If God is God - choose Him!”
Can you - will you - whoever you are reading this - join me in this prayer?
“Father. Jesus. Mighty Spirit of Pentecost.
See to it that my Carmelite Brothers listen to Your Voice
- and seek repentance
that they may find glorious, life-giving and joyful Renewal in You.
Let not one be lost.
Dear Mother of Jesus, dear Joseph her husband and all Saints of Carmel, be active among us.”
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Family and work commitments will prevent me writing anything for a while. But I will be back when God gives me the opportunity. Meanwhile I will leave you with a word of Joe’s: On moving on in the Spirit:”It all depends how far you want to go.”
John Baptist Abrami